Read Between the Lines

My Life

What you see is not always what you get,

For what you see can be deceiving.

Many do not know the real me, who I truly am.

My life is full of trap doors, illusions and hidden meanings.

My mind is a maze, a portal to another world.

A world where even the bravest of men dare not tread.

For those who have seen into that true hell that is my life dearly regret it.

It is a world of sorrow, hatred and pain.

A world where many could not survive, it is a mystery how I do.

In this world of unending darkness one must tread carefully,

For one wrong move and the darkness would swallow you whole.

It devourers all light and lives within my soul and mind.

It is this constant darkness that threatens my sanity and even my very life and soul.

So if you think you really know me or you know what is in my head,

Think again, you don’t want to know and be glad this isn’t your life.

Would you miss me?

Would you miss me?

Have I impacted the people I have meet to the point where they would grieve me?

I have been sad, lonely and I wish I had the courage to leave

But I must ask before I go

Would you miss me?

But how could you, for many do not know the real me,

You know the disguise,

One I have built up to keep myself safe,

Safe from the hurt.

I’m afraid that if I showed the real me,

I would not be accepted,

But instead faced with the bitter hurt of rejection.

So how could you truly miss the me you do not know.

If I left could you ever miss me?

How could you ever know me?

But if you were one of the few who did know me

Would you truly miss me?

Could anyone truly care about me if they truly knew me?

Because if you could and would,

Then I might stay.

letting you in

Im letting you in

into my heart

you might just get it

you just might be the one

the one to take it

but please handle with care

dont break it…

please dont break me

I wish

I wish I were invisible 

I wish I could disappear

I wish I would never shed another tear 

I wish I could feel no pain

I wish I would never be sad again

I wish I had someone to love who loved me in return

I wish I could never shed another tear

I wish I were invisible

I wish I could disappear

Darkness has fallen,
The end has come,
Let the twilight embrace you
Let the world fall into the everlasting night
Take my hand
And welcome to eternity

My Friend

My friend,
Though you have gone from this world,
To live amongst the clouds,
I know you are free from your troubles,
But even though,
I must let you know,
That I will miss you forever.
Your spirit will live on in the memory of all who called you friend.
When I look to the stars I will see your shining face as one of them,
And though we shed tears now,
Your memory will never cease to bring a smile to our faces.
I pray that you are safe.
And know that our love for you will last for eternity.
Through the years when you are gone,
I will never forget your face and loving smile,
And please know,
You will never be gone from my heart.

Hello World

Hey everyone, this is my first real post on this blog so I just wanted to introduce what this blog is: I love writing everything from poetry, to fanfictions to smut. I will be posting my work up here for you to read and enjoy. Will be posting up soon!